Guminavo zou id diau, tesoro mio

Why are you here, you wonder how it all began. Perhaps, it all began when…

May 2007: You were walking in a club and someone called out your name. You turned to see familiar unfamiliar face and you saw him. It was him. It was really nice to meet you again! You thought he had forgotten about you, he thought you were hiding from him. There was a pause, there was a happy but not awkward silences, there was a hug, there was a conversation, drinks kept on pouring, cigarrete kept on lighting, there was a kiss on the hand, there was a kiss on the cheek. You both glad to finally meet each other again after three years. That was then, how it all started.

He is meant to be as your are meant to be too. You are happy. You are always happy being with him. Your bestfriend, your ultimate partner in crime and your other half. Cool.

Inutile

I found true religion in Islam. She thought those were the sentence which has been written down. She was wrong and she read it wrong. You wrote: I find religion that claimed to be the true religion pointless.

“No wonder you never go to to church! I’ve been waiting for you to ask but I just keep quiet.”

You go to church, but. You will not go to church when you don’t feel like going. You find it pointless. You will not recieve the ‘Body of Christ’ when you don’t feel like receiving. There’s no point. You are not religious but you believe in God. But you too secretly believe in science and psychological connection. You’re doing your best not to be a hypocrite. Sometimes, you succeed. Most of the time, you failed. Does these make you a sinner?

If you were to kill someone: You killed them on the basis of provocation.

Tomorrow (later at 11.30am) is all about investigating journalism. You like lecture class but you dislike turorial class. You can’t wait so you will end here and will start counting sheeps.

Cultural dance, lunch & phone call

You went to see the Cultural Festival Dance 2007 and so you went to DBKL. You were impressed by their artistic performance in Creative Creation Dance category. You feel like going tomorrow.

During lunch, you were discussing copywriting assignment with your friends and somehow out of the topic your friend asked you, “how do you know if it is love?” You gave your answers which seemed to be out of the topic question. Then you realized you don’t know how.

It’s not that you don’t know how, because you do know how. Perhaps, there are certain things that cannot be explained or described. You understand how and you know how. Therefore you understand yourself and you know yourself.

You find owning a cellphone pointless (but still fascinated on how technologies perform their magic through technology devices. Huh?). You are impressed and loving every bit of it. - Retrieved July 25th, 2007

You hate private numbers so you hate anonymous calls. You find it pointless for someone to privatize and anonymize their number. You hate picking those calls. You find owning a cellphone IS indeed pointless (you are not making sense here, I hear you say). Indeed yes, you are not making any sense here.

Therefore you decided to end your random thoughts. Alis volat propiis! 

Blog, phone, degree & friends

You find blogging pointless (but still blog about it). Why are you here blogging anyway? What makes you blog? How did it happen and when did it start? Who influenced you or made you blog about blogging on how pointless blogging is?

You find owning a cellphone pointless (but still fascinated on how technologies perform their magic through technology devices. Huh?). You are impressed and loving every bit of it.

You find that owning a degree pointless (but you still want it because you are capable of owning one or probably because you parent asked you too because they have this mindset where they think people with degree are better than those without or whatever similar mindset you may think of). It is all bullshit. You’d rather go down the street and play music and sell your work of arts (and it’s not that people are going to buy your art because they just won’t).

You find having friends pointless sometimes. You’d rather lock yourself in the room and do whatever your soul wants you to do. It’s not that you are anti-social, it’s just that you don’t want to be among the crowd sometimes that you just want to be around yourself.

You are an arrogant, self centered woman (yes, I know that. I’m selfish).

Jesus, the Lamb of God

You were reading the Book of Revelation the other day and you accidentally chuckled. So, you asked your brother, “don’t you think it’s funny that Jesus is a lamb? A lamb?” to which you were softly-knocked on the head.

Just now, you read it again and you frowned and found yourself asking why lamb?

“And I looked, and, lo, a Lamb stood on the mount Sion,” (Revelation 14:1)

Lamb as a metaphor for Jesus. You didn’t mean to laugh at it but it just seems funny for someone (like me) who knows little about the bible.

You do know why Lamb and understand it. It’s just that you can’t help but to keep asking why not fish, donkey, dove or others. Anyways, you believe in God.

And so you said, but not everything you know you understand and not everything you understand you know. Ex malo bonum, how bad come good.

Movie and des-prit

Seriously! You had to go through all the trouble uploading your photos in photobucket before you can even post them here. Really…it’s tiring.

Pan’s Labyrinth: Haven’t watch it but you love it already. You borrowed downloaded version from Sean and you couldn’t play it. You silently thanked him.

Desperate: For all this while you’ve been pronouncing it as it is, des-per-ate, when it should be pronounced des-per-it/des-prit. There, you learnt something.

Seriously, people are getteing less friendly. You are the rare species.

[ Music | No goon no pah by Tiddas ]

You don’t see the point

There are times you loathe talking and sometimes you just hate it and all the time you dislike it. The process of opening up your mouth and producing sound waves are just too tired that you end up yawning all the way and thus cramming you jaw. Therefore, enable you to go silent which is resulted from a dysfunctional of whatsoever-they-called-it. You don’t see the point of having to talk when you don’t feel like talking.

Roomate: New roomie. Indian girl. Quiet. A physiotherapy student. She sleeps so early because she has nothing else better to do. Yeah, you don’t see the point of staying up late when you have nothing else better to do than sleeping early.

You don’t like to wake someone up early in the morning because you yourself are not a morning person. Apparently, new roomie asked you to and you think…yeah, you think she’s asking the wrong person. You really don’t see the point here neither.

Money: You are broke and you hate it. Really, you see no point here.

Education: You don’t see the point of getting a degree where your undegree friends earn more and learn more from the street than you do.

 

[ Music | I'll be seeing you by Billie Holiday ]